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This page is strictly for when i feel the need to post depressing emo poems about how life sucks. :) and i love them! hehehe. so enjoy my poems. hopefully you wont lose the will to live. theres a comment box thingy somewhere so tell me what you think of the poems!
The story of my imaginary friend...
The waiting
Lies
In darkness the gather
In shadows the stand
side by side
And hand in hand
Biding their time
They stand and the wait
Only the two of them,
alone in their hate
Always together
They come as a pair
Wherever they go
they need the other one there
Ostracised by a worl
full of hatred and sin
Together they stand
where they don't fit in
Their actions have earned them
not to be punished
but a place at His side
carrying out His wish
Years of pain
Drove them to this
They await the next victim
To place under deaths kiss
Immortalised by death
They carry out revenege
Getting joy out of bringing
life to an end
Those who have hurt then
Will suffer in pain
And learn never to cross
these two again
So they stand and they wait
With no heartbeat or breath
Together forever
united in death
Your lies leave scars accross my wirsts,
and an empitness i can dismiss.
The words you said were never ture
and it hurt, the things you put me through.
I trusted you, you let me down.
I let you in, you messed me round.
You made me want to run and hide.
Caused a part of me to die inside.
Shattered dreams and broken hopes
under this pressure i cannot cope
My twisted love for hate and fear
My emptiness grows year by year.
A twisted mind, and empty heart
you make my world just fall apart.
This isnt real, you dont exist.
yet you lies leave scars across my wrists.
You smile your smile,
A beautiful sight
Your soothing voice
calls through the night
A childish glint
enters your eyes
and immature streak
you cannot disguise
I patiently watch
as you giggle with joy
like a child at christmas
with a brand new toy
So peaceful and dreamlike
you do appear
with you i forget
all worry and fear
I follow your light
entranced by the glow
I follow forever
wherever you go
"Come on" you say
"let's play a game"
You dance around gracefully
singing my name
"Same rules as before
We'll see who wins
Follow my lead
and then we'll begin.
"Your record is four
whereas I'M on five.
You'd better catch up
or you'll fall far behind"
I nod and agree
this game sure is fun
but when does it stop?
who knows who's won?
"Get a move on,
we havn't all day,
so think pretty fast"
You smile, and say.
I take what I need
and go into town
No worry on my face
no sign of a frown
I spot a boy
about the same age as me
"Do it!" You say
"It's fun you will see!"
"Do it!" You whisper
In tones of great joy
"Go on!" You urge
"Go up to the boy"
I wander onup
In confident stride
If I am afraid
I hide it inside
He looks up at me
with the sun on his face
no one's around
we're alone in this place
Fast as I can
I take out my knife
and in one sweeping motion
I take the boys life
"See!" You squeal
"Now wasn't that fun?!"
I look down at the knife
as it reflects in the sun
"Yeah," I agree
As i make my way back
following your light
away from the black
"well now, we're even"
I say standing tall
"Unless I'm mistaken
That makes us five all"
You smile your smle
a beautiful sight
your soothing voice
calls throught the night
~*~
ten things i hate about you
I hate the way
you say Im wrong
even when you know im right
I hate it when i can't stand up to you
I'll go without a fight
I hate the way
You never listen
and even if you do
I hate the fact that you dont give a shit
about what im going through
I hate it cuz
you don't like me
Yet to my face pretend you do
Why do you allways lie to me?
Why can't you just be true?
I hate it when
you talk about me
i hate the whispers and the lies
Every nasty comment stays forever on my mind
I hate the way
I look up to you
and you look down on me
The pain you've caused runs deep inside
someone please set me free
I hate the way
I dont say a word
I sit here and I glare
and when I'm dead and buried
I hate the fact that you wont care
I think Emily wrote this. i found it on my livejournal. so yesh.
I want you to know,
No matter what, I'll be there,
I’ll help you sort life out,
No matter what, I'll still care.
You can take your anger out on me,
Cause I know you don‘t mean it,
And even if you call me names,
I won’t take offence one little bit.
When someone tried to hurt you,
‘cause you pain that you cant stand,
I’ll find then and hurt them worse,
and still be there to hold your hand.
